well, now i'm in a black mood..i felt so sad and down...i dont know what had happen..at school, i'm just fine with my friends..but now..arghhh!!! really &%&^$@3 la..sometimes i think whether i should stop all of this..my life, my study..all was so messy..i'm tired of everything..

at this moment, how i wish he is always by myside..

to listen to me..

there must be the way out rite..i wish that..