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Wednesday, 3 February 2016 • 07:56 • 3 comments
Assalamualaikum and Hi.
i don't know how to start or where to start this but.. i just want to say that i'm in a very bad condition right now. it doesn't mean my health but my mentally and my heart. everything is shattering right now. i didn't do well in my grades, i didn't do well in my final year project, i need to repeat my experiment, i cannot be having a holiday during semester break, i tend to feel lonely easily when i'm alone. i may be faking smile but deeply i'm tired already. i'm tired of myself. sometimes i keep wondering why everything doesn't turn the way i want it to be? did i make a mistakes? did i do anything wrong to someone? i keep questioning in my head.
i should be writing my thesis right now. i should be completing all my work. i shouldn't procrastinate. by year i can fell everything is getting harder for me. can i cope with all of this? i hope so. i should. yeah i should. sometimes i just need someone to tell me i'm doing fine. everything's gonna be ok. but like usual i just kept everything by myself. i might be exploded with emotion right now. haih, what to do...
i hope everything is going smoothly for my next semester, my final year project, my internship, my future. i should be looking up to that rite? insyaallah. with Allah helps.
till then, Ain.
|the picture has nothing to do with my story. it just because it looks so beautiful..|